Why?
For all those times
You've yelled at me,
You've never helped
Me to truly see.
The wonderful person
That I can become.
Shining as brightly
As the noon day sun.
You scream and shout
So loud it hurts my ears.
The pain that stays
Has chased me all these years.
I remember it all.
How you blamed me
For everything bad
And scolded me freely.
The problems dropped
To my burdened shoulder,
Forcing me to mature,
To become someone older.
There are scars
And there is pain.
But now I use it
For personal gain.
If I've gained anything,
I have become stronger.
And with this strength
My heart will last longer.
So now and forever
With a smile on my face,
My life will get better.
Everything will fall into place.
But just one question
Still hangs around
And waits for me
To my mind bound.
Why?